Mood:  down
I thought i did ok today but now im not so sure. I weight 125...3 more pounds than I weighed this morning and everytime I look into the mirrow I see the fat chubby version of what I should really look like. :( I had less than 1000 calories today and thats really good considering how much i usually eat. (less than 1000 as is 30 less) Maybe if I exercise more and quit snacking. Im getting better at school but im scared about home. Summers coming up and I don't want to be like it was before. I can already tell that im slipping back into my old ways. All because of stupid Emma. My GW is 120.

Mood:  spacey
Im so buzzed right now. I was watching Degrassi tonight and it was the one where Emma quit eating and I know this is going to sound like the old me but I was soo inspired by her, even if it was just for the show. I decided that im going to not quit eating but eat very little and exercise more. I HAVE to lose 5 pounds because im starting to piss me off. I look like a cow. :-( AND i have the hiccups!!